Anyway In amongst all this nonsense I happened to switch over to BBC Four, which was showing an old Big Band Jazz live show from the 50's or 60's. The drummer was the first guy i saw, I forget his name, but it was something like 'lightning fast'. He was just that, and also musically gifted, his drum solo sounded beautiful, then the rest of the band kicked in and at once I felt inspired and happy to be alive. All I had to do was journey back in time fifty years. It was clear that at this time it was perfectly normal to dedicate an hour long show to musicians just doing their thing and improvising with each other. To me that's fantastic and also at the same time incredibly sad, because once that had finished I flicked back to the AMA's, saw the bone crushingly preposterous Jonas Brothers accepting an award and remembered that those days of creativity and appreciation of artistic talent are long gone.
The only exception to this sick mockery of all that humanity has achieved in the last century was Kanye West. That man has the right attitude, he is an artist through and through, and he accepted his award like one. Rather than the usual 'I'd like to thank my management and my label, and especially you, the fans!', he instead said simply that he was fed up of people telling him not to set his bar too high, not to attempt to achieve the artistic success of musicians like Jimi Hendrix.....and so he put it bluntly:
'I want to be Elvis'.
Good for you Kanye.

